my dearest tumblr followers,
please either keep in your prayers or if you dont pray, keep in your thoughts the Anderson family. Chaney and JoJean Anderson are very very close family friends. they were there when i was born and have been guiding me ever since. Chaney and JoJean have been through…
Whoa.
Just finished reading Hp7. I’m prrtty much blow away right now. Deathly hallows part 2, my excitement just rose a million levels. Man that was intense. Dumbledore’s army!
drowning
schools a freaking joke. I don’t think I dread anything more. I’m grounded. And it’s pretty much bullshit. Cause I’m not gonna lie it’s kinda not my fault. And I got all the consequenses. If I could go back I wouldn’t change anything. I think my moms like disappointed in me that I got her trust and just fucked it up. And I really do feel bad. That’s my mama. I can’t be doing that to her. Sorry mom. lying down in bed. Early bedtime tonight? Possibly. Church tomorrow. Yeah that’s exciting. today was absolute garrrbage. I got home abs pretty much boxed all day. I hate xbox with a freaking passion I wish I could do something better with my life. I just like drowning in xbox. It’s literally a whole nother world. I know I probably sound like a lame ass but oh well. music. thank god for music. I listen to music no joke probably about four or five hours a day? Pretty much every chance I get. That is fantasticc stuff right there. Sweep my right off my feet and outta all this stuff In my head. Why do I feel like I do. I can’t really explain it. I just don’t see anything good. In anything. It blows. I just drift throughthe days. What a freaking waste. Cause I know tomorrow will fucking suck just as much as today. Lol. I miss you babe. I wish I couldnve seen you today. I really hope things don’t change with my mom. I honestly don’t know right now.. :/ ahhhhhhh, this post blows but I’m just kinda UNemotional Right now. I don’t really feel anything. IHATETHIS goodnight tumblr Hopefully tomorrow has something surprising in store for me.
(ps I hope this feeling goes away) (pps does hating spending time with the family come with the age? Cause I can’t stand my ‘family’. If you could even call it that..) -Andrew
Itsbeenawhile
man haven’t posted in foreverrr. I’d say I’m doing pretty good. Nothing bad. I am grounded for the stupidest thing though. And honestly, I cannot read my mom to see if she’s mad at me or fond of you or what. It’s ridiculous. You say running clears your mind. Why must ones mind be cleared? Too much on it?yeah I guess. But why babe? That’s a little sketchy to me. I hate school with an absolute passion. I find myself caring less and less about my work yet I keep realizing more and more that I’m about to be out of this. I’ve found myself really drowning in music lately. Which is something that gives me temporary solitude and peace before my world actually comes back and my late assigments and bitchy parents hit me right in the face. I just want everything to be easy. Like it used to be? Yeah I know everyone says that. But I wish someone wouldve told me growing up wouldve sucked so freaking muchh. I’m just ranting. I really don’t have much to say. I’m gonna try and get some mad followers. And maybe I’ll get some input on how others are feeling. Welllll. I’m gonna go drown this odd feeling I have in my xbox. Ohh yeah. Not meaning too. But since I’m in this weird mood I don’t really udertand. There’s a High chance I’m falling asleep on you tonight or were gonna have a stupid argument. Just forewarning. Not your fault or anything. It’s always mine anyways..
-Andrew
